A friend is someone we turn to,
When spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone to tresure,
For friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills us,
With beauty, joy and grace.
To help make this world we live in,
A better, happy place.
Barely getting through each day
Living a nightmare as I fade away
Maybe when the darkness leaves
There'll be nothing left of me to grieve
I'll be broken into a million pieces
Falling down as I'm finally defeated
Pieces of me that won't fit together
Memories of pain which will stay forever
Dragged down by you, this life is drifting
Further away from here, the curtain is lifting
Watch me now as I drown in your hate
When you leave, they will open the gate
A gateway to freedom, as I'm walking to death
You've broken me down, I've no strength left
Not strong enough to leave, but not wanting to stay
You've killed me now, but I've been
Hear her crying
Her heart is broken
No one knows why
Her world is shattered.
As she lies there
Completely motionless.
Her sobs are carried
in the air, from her room.
No one knows why
she wants to be left alone.
All they know is
her tears flood the floor.
Alone in this world, there's only me
There is no happiness
Only resentment and sadness I can see
I feel I'm drowning in my sorrow
So many shattered dreams
With no hope for tomorrow
Every night and day I've cried
My world is falling apart
Yet all I can do is hide
Paste a smile on my face
For everyone to see
Feelings are just a waste
In the mirror is a stranger
My heart is breaking
Can no-one see the danger?
My dreams are all shattered
My hopes are torn apart
My life's but a book that's tattered
I want to reach out to someone who cares
But I have to hide my pain
To make sure no-one stares
I can see my blank future
It's as
The girl with the mask by fragile-memories, literature
Literature
The girl with the mask
She seems to be able to handle herself alone,
Yet deep inside she is so weak.
Plagued by paranoia and insecurities,
It's plain acceptance, which she seeks.
Acceptance of the person she is now,
Which she just needs time to see.
To realise what needs to be done,
Then maybe a better person she could be.
Can people understand why she's the way she is now?
Can they see she's afraid of the future?
Can they empathise with this girl?
To see who she really is and accept her?
She's not devoid of feelings; she just hides them well.
She seems cheerful and smiley.
But can people see the tears she's cried?
Would they even care how she feels
Life doesnt last too long,
Let's fall in love right now.
Just take my hand, hold it tight,
And I will show you how.
Let's fulfil all our dreams,
Together side by side.
Our fears will be swept away,
And washed out with the tide.
Let us finish what we've started,
Alone just you and me,
We'll bind our hearts together,
And lock them with a key.
We'll travel round the world,
Our hearts will beat as one.
When others try to slow us down,
I'll take your hand and run.
Nothing can keep us from,
The dreams we know are right.
Nothing can ever pull us away,
Our grasp is much too tight.
We'll make it through this life,
I know that this
I didnt have the right by fragile-memories, literature
Literature
I didnt have the right
Drugged by the feeling,
I found in his embrace.
As I stared into his eyes,
All I saw was your face.
Love for me has become,
Synonymous passionate lies
For I meant it not,
When I bade you goodbye.
His lips were mine,
To conquer and taste.
But every time I kissed him,
My head was in some other place.
I did what I could, to feel him;
But guilt danced on my head.
Hurt proved me wrong;
'Cause I wish for you instead.
I didn't have the right to cry,
Every time our song was played.
I couldn't love him while;
I was wishing you had stayed.
I didn't have the right to cry,
On the shoulder at my side.
I told him you had faded from my
How do I tell you I'm sorry-
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realised
I would hurt you so very much?
I do not ask forgiveness
A comfort I'll never deserve
I merely want to let you know
But I cannot find the nerve
To finally confront you face-to-face
To look you in the eyes
To face my pain and your hurt
Too terrified to try
Too long and forever pass
To bring us to the day
When I present these simple words
I never thought to say
The time has come, it's long past due
To put aside my fear
Would this confession torture you
Or have you longed to hear?
To hear those two forbidden words
To wish away all the pai
Standing still, standing scared,
remembering the people, which never cared.
The wind whistling through the trees,
voices echoing in the breeze.
Thoughts of shouts and thoughts of screams,
Which had heard in his dreams.
The wind whistling through the trees,
voices echoing in the breeze.
Shadows haunt his every step,
secrets from the past, he'd always kept.
The wind whistling through the trees,
voices echoing in the breeze.
The voices echoing in the breeze,
the boy, his past, his memories.
Emotions and feelings, from his home
but now this boy stands all alone.
Beautiful silence
The never ending loneliness
Of someone left behind
The blood drips on the carpet
That was once clean in her mind
Now it's torn to shreds
Like her fragile memory
No one comes to help her
In her silent reverie
Night after night she sits alone
Staring at the stars
Wondering why no one can hear her pain
But everyone sees her scars
I feel so lost
So scared and alone
I have nowhere
That I can call home
My spirit is heavy
My flesh it is weak
Nobody hears me
When I try to speak
My sins are many
Good deeds are few
With all of my hatred
I haven't a clue
How do I let go
And learn how to live
When deep inside
I have nothing to give
I know my true nature
But it must not be shown
I am only nothing
With nowhere to go
As they laugh and tease
As they smile and play
As they all run away
I am silent
As they yell and scream
As they hit and swear
As they don't believe
I am silent
As they accuse me of crimes
As they ridicule and ignore
As my heart is torn
I am silent
As the knife gently glides
As the red river flows
As my last breath leaves
I am silent
As the last tear falls
As the last prayer is heard
As my coffin is closed
I am Silent
Loving you has killed me
Watching you leave
I slowly died
You left me here with nothing
No happiness left
Just pain inside
You've broken me now, I'm lifeless
Unable to move
Paralysed by your hate
No one else can save me
Nothing to do
But lie here and wait
I'd wait for you forever
Though I know
I'm wasting my time
You left me no choice when you hurt me
And left me here
To die
An indescribable urge,
a terrible desire,
to make a cut,
that burns like fire,
a sickening sensation,
a trembling hand,
a fearful tear,
a cry for help,
that no one can hear,
a whimper of pain,
as the red river flows,
down my arm,
to spill on my toes,
an empty soul,
with nowhere to turn,
no one to understand,
no one willing to learn,
shameful thoughts,
as i do it again,
all i need now is one true friend.
Alone in a room of crowded faces
Worn down hearts, no emotional traces.
Superficial smiles, laughs, tears,
Desperately hiding their inner fears.
Wishes for tomorrow, dreams of yesterday
Any place is better than here and today.
Locked in memories, just acting a role
Giving my body, but never my soul.
Searching for something I'll never find,
Wherever I look, heart, soul or mind.
A glass of confusion, a pill of insane
Wash it down quickly and it eases the pain.
Build me, then crush me, I do not care
No matter where I go it's the same everywhere.
Each one to their own, each one to themself,
Take my heart down, put it back on the sh
You hurt me still,
After all this time.
Just can't seem to lose you,
From my mind.
The memories are there.
The feelings raw.
Why can't you see,
It's the final straw?
Trust is fragile.
I thought you knew.
Why were there stories
About her and you?
It was breaking my mind
So I just had to ask.
You changed before my eyes
So I put on that mask.
I shout and I scream
But it does no good.
I knew this would happen,
Just knew it would.
You leave me there.
Just crying alone.
It took so little,
I thought we were strong.
Too many memories
Still spin in my head.
You in the centre.
You round the sides.
You there eternal.
You mad
[10 people/things you like:]
1. My friends
2. My piano
4. music
5. COFFEE
6. dresden dolls
7. my phone
8. my kool wee pple on the bus
9. driving
10. sleep
[5 things that make you happy:]
1. mates
2. random txts
3. playing piano
4. listening to music
5. not going to school
[10 things you hate/dislike:]
1. school
2. bitchs
3. work
4. snobs
5. exams
6. cooked tomatoes
7. being outta cred
8. being dced (or washingtoned)
9. no coffee
10. being forced to go to church
[3 facts about your name:]
1. It means light in latin
2. I was going to be called dawn
3. i dnt like it
[ 6 facts about yourself:]
1. im the only girl i
so the formal season is now over. must say i am kinda glad. was very expensive. but o well. was fun.
sad that there is goin to be no more formals for me. it sucks.
guess got winter balls and stuff like that nxt year tho. summit to look forward to.
Im good. Being kept busy between uni and work. But having a good time. Liverpool is great. Still loving it. Think when I finish uni im going to stay here and get my own place and work. You enjoying Cheltenham? x x x